I can't believe it has been five years.......

since I held my baby boy for the first time. It was love at first sight. As they brought him over to me I called his name and his little squinty eyes were looking all around for me, I knew him and he knew me and my voice, it was one of the most neatest experiences I have ever shared. How you have this instant love for someone you just met. It was truly one of the happiest days of my life! I have no idea where the past five years have gone. With alot of ups and downs this sweet little boy has helped me through. I just love his big grin and his two deep dimples. He can either make my day or make it seem like the longest day of my life either way I am thankful, thankful that I get to be his mom. He has such a sweet countenance about him and it is easy for me to forget because he does challenge me. He has always been very protective of me and my best buddy. There is nothing like a mother and son relationship. He can always make me laugh and he will say or do the funniest things. I already do enjoy doing things with him and watching him learn and discover. It is funny that he already has a nack for music and likes more adult movies than kid ones, such as Marley and Me, Iron Man, and my personal favorite "Twilight". He also really enjoys animals and doing anything outdoors. He is really into doing anything with his dads especially sports or fishing. He really likes super hero's and playing with his friends or his cousin Hunter. One of our favorite things to do together is go get Rainbow sherbet ice cream from Baskin Robbins (our favorite) we already have so much in common. Like clothes, the kid loves clothes (look what I have turned him into) but along with that HATES shopping, so I guess he is a normal boy! He is also my sensitive and cuddly boy and I love that he still wants to curl up in my lap and watch a movie or read a book. He is always first to say "I love you" and asks for a hug and a kiss before he leaves me to go anywhere or before bed each night. He has the biggest heart. I thank God every day for him and I don't know who or where I would be without him. Again I don't know how we got here and in some ways it makes me sad, I truly can't believe he is five and will be starting Kindergarten! I am not old enough for this, am I? I swear I am still 18. Even though it has gone by fast I have enjoyed every minute of it and I hope some things never ever change between us, I hope he will always adore me as I do him and will always be my best buddy!

Happy birthday sweet boy!!!